LETTING GO
What Needs To Be Done
I have realized that the reason I am suffering, stuck, in pain, and paralyzed, is the fact that despite talking, telling, teaching and writing about 'letting go', I don't actually do it!!
I now have to let go of:
- The past
- My attachment to parents, family, friends
- My false self, old self, ego
- Attachment to memories, events, places
- Fear, even the fear of letting go
- Guilt
- Blame
- Shame
- The label/fact of being adopted
- Doubt
- The known, ideas of security
- Other people's opinions of me,
- Judgments about me
- My own judgments
- Some core false beliefs about myself and life
- My conditioning by and attachment to the world
- My defenses
- The future
I will have to let all of these (and more) go when I die, so I may as well release them before. The bottom line is that I have accumulated so much baggage during my life so far, maybe even other lives too(?), that I can't move on until I let some of it go.
I am life and life goes on, forwards, evolving, unfolding; like a river that flows forever. All of this accumulated crap is in my mind, forming the crust/dust of my ego. Basically at a deep level it is not Real. Only Love is Real and only the unReal can be threatened or lost.
Copyright © 2004 Simon Heighwaya